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Name: Brian
Country: United States
State: New York
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Birthday: 3/1/1989
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Tuesday, October 23, 2007

Never Know
Philip Wang

VERSE 1:
Hey
What you been up to?
Me?
Well, everyday I think about you

Why do I try
To hold on to someone that's not mine
Am I wasting my time?

Despite all we said,
And all that we've been through
At the end of the day
My voice will fade away

You're someone I love
One whom I can depend
And that's why it hurts
‘Cause we can only be friends

CHORUS:
Are you sure this is
How you want it to be

I could change your world
If you come back to me

If we leave like this
There's not much I can do
It's just sad that you'll
Never know my love you

VERSE 2:
I admitted my mistakes
You forgive me, thank God
Now baby let me
Make right the wrongs

But I'll step aside
And let you leave all we had behind,
But will I ever cross your mind?

You told me you're happy
Even more than before
But whatever you're feeling
I could give you 100 times more

Remember our love?
Remember our first kiss?
I still can't believe
I let it end up like this.

BRIDGE:
Now take the chance,
And trust me please
True love is ours, if you come back to me

I know I should move on
Put on a smile, pretend all along
But what's the use, in playing this game
When the girl I'm in love with, does not feel the same

CHORUS
CHORUS


Are you sure this is
How you want it to be?
Are you happy with
Him instead of me?

If we leave like this
There's not much I can do
It's just sad that you'll
Never know my love for you

It's just sad that you'll
Never know, how much I love you


-BRiiAN

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Thursday, October 11, 2007

so, its been while.
college teaches you so many thing.
so i have this friend Jessica, one of my close friends in my building.
she actually taught me reality. made me realize so many things.
things that i know i shouldnt mention on here.
but if ur close enuff to me, ill tell you about it.

college really teaches u a life lesson and responsiblity.
hearing all this information from Jessica really made me realize so much.
it opened my eyes to things that i have never thought of before.
so yeah i realized i may have been stubborn in the past and people do change.
the reason why people change, isnt it for the better?

*sigh* so im going through tough times at the moment.
i know i dont deserve it, and i know its my fault as always.
im not blaming anyone on this.
but my question is, what can i do to in order to fix it.
i tried so hard but it isnt working.
im just losing more than i originally started.

i cant afford it, i cant afford to lose you.

cant talk about this anymore, aite, im out.

-BRiiAN


Thursday, August 16, 2007


V



God's Given Right To Bless Each And Every Person.


wow....its beens a long long long time since i wrote on here...well...i guess im writing on here because im going to be heading a new life and new experience in my life/ a new chapter.
going to college....yeshh i said college. -.-
i cant believe i actually made it this far. summer has been a blast for me this year. even tho we didnt have our camping trip and other family stuff that we usually do. but its all good.
i got to experience Vegas and Los Angeles, CA.
i had a really fun time there. and want to go back.

right now, im very scareddd, nervous, excited, and all those feelings that u have inside that r about to burst out.
for everything. the new school, being in a different state, and jess living with new people.
surrounding myself with ppls that i go to school with.
sad to see everyone go. but its part of life. to let go, and have room to grow.

this past year has been the most most most changing life experiences that i have.
so much more responsibilities and counting on yourself. but never letting God go.
hard times and good times. this whole experience has changed me as a person. knowing what i can and cannot do.
living life to the fullest and never let ur guard down. dont set limits for yourself. take advantage of every moment that u have.

im really going to miss everyone here in New York.
thank you all for the encouraging words that u have set for me.
thank you for the prayers.
thank you all for everything that you guys have done in my life. that made me who i am today.
feel so blessed having you guys by my side.


so i have less than 2 weeks here in New York and ill be in Boston, MA.
ill be back for Thanksgiving and Xmas. But no guarentee ill be in NY for winter break. haha.
and spring break def. wont be here! haha. aite aite.

MISS YOU ALL! BE GOOD! BE SAFE!
GOOD LUCK IN COLLEGE EVERYONE!!!!!!


-BRiiAN


Saturday, December 30, 2006

I don't know how it got this way

I still remember the first day

 

But you don't know, what you want right now

And make it work, I just don't know how.

 

Is it possible,

for two people

 

To be in love

and still give up?

 

Is it possible,

is it that simple

 

To say farewell

but love them still?

 

Where you go I'll be close behind.

And when you’re scared I'll be by your side.

 

Just close you eyes and I'll be there,

Hold your breath, I'm still here.

 

Though we've come, to where this must end

Don't forget, girl, how this began.

 

That autumn night, outside your door

Your lips touched mine, and gave me warmth.

 

You must believe, that this is right

For the best, for you and I.

 

With this last kiss, this last embrace

You'll seal a love no one can replace.


Saturday, December 02, 2006

Q: What is the shortest chapter in the Bible? 

A: Psalm 117


Q: What is the longest chapter in the Bible? 

A: Psalm 119


Q: Which chapter is in the centre of the Bible? 

A: Psalm 118


Facts:  There are 594 chapters before Psalms 118. 
 There are 594 chapters after Psalms 118.

 
 Add these numbers up and you get 1188.
 

Q: What is the centre verse in the Bible? 

A: Psalm 118:8


Does this verse say something significant

about God's perfect will for our lives? 
 

The next time someone says they would like to find

God's perfect will for their lives and that they want to

be in the centre of His will, just send them to the

centre of His Word!

 

Psalms 118:8 (NKJV) 
"It is better to trust in the LORD than to put confidence in man."
 

Now isn't that odd how this worked out… or was God in the centre of it?

Before sending this, I said a prayer for you.

Have you got a minute — 60 seconds for God?

All you do is simply say a small prayer for the person who sent you this to you.

 

"Father God, bless my friend in whatever

it is that you know

he or she may be needing this day!

May their life be full of your peace,

prosperity, and power as they seek to have a

closer relationship with You.

Amen."

 

Then send it on to 10 other people.

Within hours, 10 people have prayed

for you, and you caused many people

pray to God for other people.

Then sit back and watch the power of God

at work in your life

for doing the thing that

you know He loves.


When things get tough, always remember...

faith doesn't get you around trouble,

it gets you through it ! 
 
"When you relinquish the desire to control your future,

you obtain happiness."

 
May God bless you!


-BRIAN



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